Tony Bennett left his heart in San
Francisco, but I left mine in Paris.
While we all sit in quarantine to keep ourselves and others safe, I am
in San Francisco looking at videos and photos of Paris on lockdown. The streets are void of people but filled
with my memories.
Paris has always been a “visible feast” for me. People always asked me: “Why do you love Paris so much?”
A closed Cafe de Flore on Paris' Saint-Germain-des-Pres Photo: PHILIPPE LOPEZ/AFP via Getty Images |
Beyond the incredible friends, I am so
blessed to have made there, the City of Light is a piece of my soul. I tell them, “When I’m in Paris I dream in
color. I walk an inch off the
ground. My spirit lights up with creative energy I seem to only have when I’m there.
Now, I look at the photos of empty
streets, and I remember sitting in that café, shopping in that store, taking
that walk. Memories are flooding washing
over my heart and sometimes leaking from my eyes.
I have a beautiful life in Paris that I
look forward to touching again. But for now,
I am feasting on beautiful memories as I quarantine in the "City by the Bay" - San Francisco.
My First Apartment – 10 Rue de Nesle, 75006
When I
arrived in Paris, it was October 2001, the customs agent looked at my passport
and said, “I am sorry for America’s loss.”
It surprised and warmed me to hear
him offer condolences for September 11th. I grabbed a taxi and handed the driver a
paper with the address typed on it. My French
was très mauvais (“very bad”).
My garden studio apartment! |
But this nice guy
jumped up from the café, grabbed the extra bag, and gestured for me to lead the
way. The first of many Paris experiences,
an unhelpful taxi driver, and a helpful gentleman.
Patricia LaPlante Collins |
My friend, Patricia LaPlante Collins, who sadly passed away in 2019, was waiting in the apartment
to give me the keys and show me how everything worked. I was not listening because I was too busy
taking it all in and trying not to sob with joy.
It was everything I needed. It was perfectly situated a short walk across
Pont Neuf to the Louvre in one direction and the famous St. Germain des Pres in
the other. The home of Richard Wright,
the café’s frequented by James Baldwin, Chester Himes, and Langston Hughes; just steps from my door and part of my neighborhood.
My first morning awakening in the
apartment I went to the kitchen to make coffee and I burst into tears. I just kept saying “Thank you, God, thank you
God, thank you, God!” I got “happy” and
started to dance as I chanted. From the
age of six, living in Paris has been my dream, and there I was my dream
beginning.
Until I can get back home to Paris, I
shall embrace my memories, call my friends, and count my blessings. I have a beautiful life in Paris that keeps
me hopeful, keeps me happy, and keeps me dreaming.
This is the beginning of my journey, but to learn more about the
history of African Americans in the City of Light,
be sure to watch the one-hour documentary by Blue Lion Films.
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